Yut before I signed

Hold up

Im blessed with this thing

Social inadaquacy

I can’t get laid

Due to my inadaquate grasp

Yo I just can’t relax

Gotta be me can’t you see

Just so uptight can’t see the sunlight

Got this stigma that I can’t seem to drop

Unseen by the cops

Breaking the law ain’t the issue it’s a failure

Can’t drop this frustration

Keep bottled up

Shoot  shit talk it up

Nothing to hide

Let it out in the open

Get ridiculed taken it down

I encourage it

Laugh it my social frustration

In a month it matters not

Can’t you see

I stay true to me haha

Keep my own counsel

Keep up this façade

Then I just go to my room just to bathe in the darkness

Feel it all come off on hand

Then I go at it again

Repeat the routine

Rinse wash repeat

It’s an endless cycle

One I can’t break

It goes on and on until you’re dead inside from the lack of stimulation

Lack of self control leads to bouts of frustration

No good smumbag perverted wow

Keeps on piling up with a pow

 But I keep it up

Not give up go on and on

Not leaving this comfort zone stay enclosed in this bubble

This bubble of familiarity

Well time to pop the cherry and see the world

Ain’t no advantage to staying in this world

Yet I will go on due to the fact that I am in no shape to do it

Got commitments to honor yeah part of being  a man

Only as good as today

Ha aint’t that shit true.